random catch up!

Sadly it has almost been an entire month since i have been able to get on here.
So..to catch up....
I just got back from choir tour. I miss everyone and the time that I had will always be in my mind.
My sister is moving out. She got her apartment and she will probably actually move in on the 8th because that is when she is getting cable and internet.
My brother and I turned 16. Our birthday was on the 21st. I wasnt home. But My birthday was amazing!! Anyways, alan got his driver's lisence. I have only jus started driving. haha.
Mom went under the knife the day after my birthday. She had to have surgery on her shoulder because...I really dont know why but she has a sling and she has pain pills.
Dad got a bunch of cool things for fathers day. ONe of those things would be a wielding helmet. So, he has decided that my truck needed something extra. He wielded...i dont know what it is really called but it looks cool!
Now for the guys... I dont know. I met a couple new cool ones but none of them like me. Kaleb is nice from what I could read but I honestly only talked to him for like 2 minutes at a time. lol. I dont want tyler to get married. I miss boys from my past...And there was Austin, He doesnt like me at all, He drives an amazing loud truck but I dont like him...haha. I dont wanna like him. I dont wanna like richard either. I cant like them. They dont like me. I dont think I can like the people I want. I jus have bad taste in guys and it doesnt matter who i like because they normally dont like me. Blah, dumb boys. But i dont care!
haha. I miss blogger because I have been so stopped up.
I also got a hair cut and it looks pretty cool, if i must say so myself.
And i got a new rifle and now i am spinning sabre!
but now i must go...i should be back soon but goodness knows. I wanna go to the softball game....
jus to say...lately, i have had this feeling that i could not explain, an alone empty feeling that kinda needs to stop. hm. I also wanna cry for some reason. BLAH!!