camp and boys, mostly

so...church camp was fun and amazing!
i didnt want to go but when i got out of the vehichle I was itching to go and see all of my choir tour buddies! it was very weird...
It was fun,
now that i am back it is ok...I do want to go back to be with those people, it doesnt really have to be a camp it can jus be those people and me hanging out.
I have talked to a bunch of my guy friends, and they seem to think that i make a wonderful friend and nothing more,, I dont kno how i feel about that fact. I think it is ok because now i know that they like me and want me to be around for a reason and not just to look at me or date me, but on the other hand it has made me think that i am not date-able at all.
Hopefully that is not true, hopefully i havent found a guy man enough to take care of my amazing quirks and annoying details... :)
Yesterday,,i spent the night with an old friend and i am glad i did. She always teachs me alot about myself and my family. She is nifty to have around!
My cousin is going back to the army and i am sad about it because spent enough time with him to now know that he is pretty cool and that I do not want him to die! so i hope the lord will shelter him and help him though that so he can come back to his loving family.

I wanna go to this last game of the season! MOMMY, I LOVE YA!!