depression and excitement!

So i am kinda excited and kinda depressed,

Yesterday, Tyler told me that him and his ex were working things out, so i told him to delete my number!
I wanted to talk to Alex yesterday about everything, but he decided to be a pompous jerk and disregard me. Whatever,
Richard never texted me back yesterday at all,
Stephen came clean about something that he should have a while ago,
perry didn't try to talk to me,
My mother left for her conference,
and all and all, i am feeling a little led on by all of the men in my life..
I mean they call me their friend but when they should run to a friend instead of bottling it up they choose the bottle.. I don't like the boys in m life, I WANT NEW ONES!!
that's the depressing part...the exciting part is that,
Sarah's party thing is tonight and I plan to have tons of fun but to do that i must get ready...
so, bye.