love-for perry. He is adorable and makes my heart melt. lol. "bye love" (:
annoyance-for my feekin mother. She boggles my brain so darn much, I cant figure her out, which is totally bad considerin I have been in the same freaking house with her for 16 yrs! I dont get it. Plus the fight that she had with my father was so needed but dumb.
pain-for my father. He lets the things happen and I really believe that he knows that it is happening and he def isnt doin a thing about it. I kinda wish that my parents would divorce already. But you didnt hear that from me.
---I kinda honestly believe that they still do love each other. They have to. But I dont see why mom has to be that way. She cant have the best of both worlds,then again, i guess she can because her husband happens to be my father! hm. I do not want my parents to be how i will end up at all when i grow up! And I am glad that they dont read this. Mom has kinda invaded facebook, so i can talk about it on there.
Abandonment-because of my brother. He ditched for a friend and left me to be with the 'happy couple' that we call our parents. . . . . . . . . . .
Frustrated-with richard. Because he wont tell me what carl said.
Happiness-for melissa. She told me she was having a blast at prom so I was happy for her.(:
Jealousy- toward the people at prom,Kathy mostly. Because I was not there. I guess its whatever,I kinda just wished kathy would have worked out. but half of me is glad that I didnt have to worry about it at all.. I have my senior yr to make prom freaking amazing!
There was probably more but I dont really care that much...
The last like 4 hours of the day, I went up and down sooo much it was freakin ridiculous! I really just wanted to melt into my bed and never speak another word to anyone. Blah!
This winding down thing that i do in my room is good, so i dont think I will harm anyone. (:
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