wednesday...

today was eventful.
we had a memories assembl, big woop! haha.
At church, I prayed aloud for the entire youth to hear! I also got my purity ring. I love it! other then the size is a little to big for my apparently small hands. haha. but it is still amazing! I was also asked to help suzanne with a class that she is planning on teaching. I am kind of excited. I think.
Then I went to mcdonalds, even though I was not supposed to. I had fun,ish. Richard was being lame and saying much, but when I asked what was wrong, he brushed me off. He kinda confuses me. Then I went to 'write' on his truck, even though i did not have the markers. He kinda flipped and attacked me. I am scared of him! I dont know. I may like him, I may not. I do. I don't. I don't know. Anyways, he got in melissa's car and they drove off, so I got in his truck and went through his junk. It was stupid. Then he attacked me when i was trying to get back into melissa's car. I bit him. He is such a little child. He is dumb, but saying that doesn't help with the whole liking him and not liking him. ya kno. Blah!
Then I got home and my dad told me to go look up how to care for little baby mice and i did. Then when I told him how to care for them, he was like 'i cant believe that you are looking that up because we are not keeping them.' I asked why he hasnt killed them yet and he was like 'because i dont want to'. I was like gee you are very selfish, keeping cute baby mice alive and not feeding them jus because you dont want to kill them yet. AH! so i cried because i was sad.
now i feel a little better because i have vented. Melissa said it is good to vent and even whine about things because it gets them off of your chest and it takes some of the pressure off. It felt good. If only i could tell someone this in person. I am working on that.
I have to sleep now. I think. but i should.

I want to go to the softball game tomorrow, i doubt i will be able to but I want to because i will not be able to do anything with my friends this weekend, so that would be freaking swell! :)