Prom=Promenade?

Life as i know it is about to come to a streeeching halt in aproximately 26 days.
Hahaha!
I dont have a date for Prom. I was okay with that...until my sister and i looked at corsages at walmart today,and i really really really want a guy to give me one!
Like really bad for some reason...
But it wont happen. oh well.
Even if it does happen i dont wanna get my hopes about it cause it wont happen. lol.
I have such high expectaions for my life and yet such little faith that it will work out the way I want it to. Maybe thats my problem,maybe I should just let myself fully want something and maybe it will actually happen, or maybe I will crash and burn into a big ol' pile of emotions that I am not ready to experience yet,atleast to my knowledge, but what do I know right?!
Nothing. I know nothing. haha.

Maybe im ready for the rest of life,cause i needa learn something! (: