woohoo! not really!

October isnt far away...(:

I keep thinking of awesome things to write on here. But I think that i am to lazy to actually write it all on here..My brother thinks that i smoke junk cuz all of my thoughts are random and lame...
haha. I like my thinks.
haha, night timme, kinda! lol

I really really...

dislike my life right now...
It rather sucks...
there are some aspects that make me smile, like the weather in springfield jus makes my heart smile, sunny one day and rainning non-stop the next...and Jennifer, she can be pesimistic at times but she makes me smile...
Sometimes the guard girls make me laugh...they can when they arent trying to rule the guard and they are sucking at it...
my brother's ex-girlfriend apparently used him to get to perry. That little skank! I think i have tried to like her, and i cant. Calling her skank is the jus so i dont call her by her name..then she becomes a person...
I was in a great mood today, not wanting to work, just going to have fun but my last class stopped that, not really the class, mainly houston. He is a douche bag! UGH!
On the other hand, the boys that make me smile are my fiancee and tyler.. I dont know what seems to be with them...My fiancee seems to like me so thats good. and Tyler seems totally different after the like four days that i havent talked to him at all..
I hope that I can hangout with them because, they seem like my kinda people...kinda.
And on saturday...I want to work the garage sale all day so that i may have enough funds to go to flordia...I think it would be kinda awesome to spend my spring break in flordia with the band because i havent been there and its cheap, and i wouldnt have to do anything because I do not play an instrument...so I think I wanna go!
HA.
And then yesterday, while i was still at home because i didnt wanna come to school, a man came to the door and rang the bell. Because i was home alone, i didnt answer and kept taking my nap. Moments later, the tv shut off and everything went silent. The JERK GUY SHUTT OFF OF OUR POWER! It was lame!
well, i gotta go...bye,bye!

hey, September!

OOOO!! LOOK!
My first September blog...haha
Its been awhile, sadly...
to explain how long its been i would just like to tell u that i am now engaged...haha,
But not for real!
This guy added me on facebook and we started talking, one day i got on facebook and he had taken a quiz that said he was going to get married in the next year. ME, being so inquisitive, asked him who was getting married to? and he said he didn't know,
so i purposed! :)
He is really the only guy that i am talking to right now...
AHHH,
the only reason i am here on this site right now is because, in my weird English class with the teacher that is quite a bit different, makes us read for 10 mins when we come into the classroom and wont talk to us until we are done reading for the ten mins...
So, i jumped on the computer and am 'reading' this...

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT SOME FRUIT GUSHERS!!
i asked like 9 people if they could get me some because for some weird reason, i crave them today! haha. I WANT THEM!!

But i should be wrapping this up....
bye for now, hopefully talk to whoever reads and keeps up with my slow lame life soon...

oh yeah, we got our uniforms for guard yesterday, they are flipping cute!! :)
pink, polka dots, sparkles, dresses! AWE! :)