Sunday, May 22, 2011

yikes

Relationships are dumb,i feel like they are a waste of time.
People are stupid.
I am not excited for the rest of this life.

:/

Sunday, May 15, 2011

congrats to me

hey. Graduation is tuesday! WOO! I am gradutating!! EEEK! AHHHHH! hehe! I'll let ya know what goes on with that junks. (:

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Prom=Promenade?

Life as i know it is about to come to a streeeching halt in aproximately 26 days.
Hahaha!

I dont have a date for Prom. I was okay with that...until my sister and i looked at corsages at walmart today,and i really really really want a guy to give me one!
Like really bad for some reason...
But it wont happen. oh well.
Even if it does happen i dont wanna get my hopes about it cause it wont happen. lol.
I have such
high expectaions for my life and yet such little faith that it will work out the way I want it to. Maybe thats my problem,maybe I should just let myself fully want something and maybe it will actually happen, or maybe I will crash and burn into a big ol' pile of emotions that I am not ready to experience yet,atleast to my knowledge, but what do I know right?!
Nothing.
I know nothing. haha.

Maybe im ready for the rest of life,cause i needa learn something! (:

Friday, March 18, 2011

being thrust into adulthood

Heyyyy! Graduation is soo close! Springbreak is this next week,
and lemme just say... I AM SOO READY FOR IT!
The people are insane and the work just seems to keep coming. I am ready for summer and summer wants to come. Its ready for us!

I might be scared for college. I might be worried for colorguard in college. I might be nervous for being an "adult". That scares me. And with like three months left until I have to face that I might wanna get over it! UGH! Life is coming and going. I think that I will be ok. I hope.
I WILL be ready,I hope.

Sister's wedding is soon. Thats fun. Prom is sooner. I dont have a date. I dont think I will get one. Sadly. I would like one!! ya know? oh well.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

reafirming

life is agreeing with me. Love is lame.
I love snow days!! (:

Saturday, February 5, 2011

bo burnham is funny.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Fg-dQxQOEs

I dont know how to get videos from youtube on here. but i gave ya the link...(:

Although, Bo Burnham is funny,he is inappropriate. I am warning you. :P

This song goes with my earlier post,sorta.

Love is...

By Bo Burnham

Friday, February 4, 2011

"ya shoulda kissed mike"

Love is just a chemical reaction.
I don't really know if i actually believe that,but it makes sense to me. I mean chocolate gives people the same reaction...
I am glad that i am too young for this LOVE thing.
You gotta have love for sex to be worth it,right? I am gonna go with that theory even if most guys will tell me differently.
I dint know what promoted this post. The show i was watching might have something to do with that. lol.
Anyways,when i say love,i don't mean it THAT way. I can't, I am a baby and I don't know what THAT love is.
Maybe when i meet that person,the one my heart longs for,the one my heart beats for, the one that my days are lived for...(BLECH!)...maybe when i meet him,i won't make puking noises at girls when they describe their loves. I say I want to elope now, but when i meet the person I might not. Who knows?!
When I was little I said I wouldn't get married until I was like 28,i could see that. I don't know what I am gonna do until then,but yeah.. lol.
Okay! haha!